i called her,chatting on the phone today. it's something i rarely do. but for reasons that i can't explain.i feel i'm splitting in two. i don't know who i've been. i'm a stranger in my skin. used to be somebody. now i'm someone else.i took a look at my reflection.i didn't recognize myself. the person in the mirror was a shell. hollow on the inside, ampty as a bell. and i can hear it ringing out for miles around.friends say i need help,but i know i'm not crazy, i'm only someone else. i want someone else.
今天很罕见地打电话给她聊了起来,无法解释这是为什么.感觉像人格分裂.我不知道过去的自己是什么样.相貌依旧,人心已变.我曾经是那样一个人,现在变成另外一个人.看这镜中的躯壳,我已认不住自己,如同空洞的钟,但却可以在方圆几英里听到它的响声.朋友们说我需要帮助,而我知道自己并没有疯狂,只是变了个人样.

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